It looks like I’ve injured myself in a way that will not heal. This is partially due to age, and partially due to my own overconfidence and refusing to accept that I’m not a teenager anymore. Long story short, I used to be able to ride long distances on my bicycle, and now I can’t do that anymore.
I had big plans to go on long bicycle tours and basically live off my bike for weeks at a time. With this new limitation, it’s very unlikely that I will ever be able to do that. I was just getting started on the pathway to fulfilling a lifelong dream, and now I’m faced with this hard reality; I will never get to do what I’ve wanted to do since I was a child. People age. We can’t help that, but we can help getting old. I feel like I let myself get old. I feel like I fucked up, because I did. The injury was easily avoidable, and was totally my fault. Now I’m blaming myself.
I can still ride my bike, just not very far. I’ve spent the past year trying to push through this new limitation, and now I’m seeing that’s not going to happen.
I know I’ll eventually find a bright side to this. Maybe it’ll cause me to have some experience I wouldn’t have had otherwise? Maybe I’ll figure out a compromise of some kind? I’ve been fortunate enough to have been healthy my whole life, so this is all new for me. I suppose I should have expected it eventually, but now here it is, and I’m not ready. I’d like to hear about how others have learned to accept a sudden limitation in their life.

  • TheBaldness@beehaw.orgOP
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    I own a recumbent, and unfortunately that’s not the solution here. The problem is with my knee, and recumbents don’t really help with that. I like to operate under my own power, so I’m trying to avoid electric bikes, but one of them might be in my future. As for motor vehicles, I seek to avoid those entirely, but I might just have to car-camp and use my bike while at the camping spot. That’s one of the compromises I’m considering, but that’s not nearly as satisfying as going from town to town under your own power.

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      1 year ago

      I think an arm-operated bicycle might be worth looking into. I don’t know much about them, but I have seen them around before. I don’t even know their proper name.

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      Allow me to sing the praises of touring trikes. I have a terra-trike, which is not top of the line by any measure, but dang is it fun! The trike solves a lot of problems for me, really feels like magic. Maybe some day I’ll add an electric assist, but for now it’s acoustic and deeply satisfying.

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        > …but for now it’s acoustic

        Ha! I like that. I’ve ridden a Cattrike before and really liked it, but the problem is with my knee, and a recumbent won’t solve that unfortunately.

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      Knee surgery? (Followed by a couple years of physical therapy)

      Maybe some kind of bionic knee, or external knee brace.

      Or just pretend that your leg has been amputated. What are the possible ways to do something similar.

      Is the key to operating under your own power more about keeping your heart rate up?

      Maybe an electric assist that still requires you to generate some power is the right compromise.

      Maybe just plan shorter travel days and distances. Like coordinate a series of backyards to camp in.

      What’s the heart of traveling for you? Are there things you get out of it that don’t relate to distance traveled?