This is Michigan erasure and I will not stand for it.

Does Carmen San Diego work there or something?

I’m having trouble understanding the purpose of this clarification. I don’t think anything I said disagrees with anything you said.

How could she live knowing she could have protected Jaxon but had decided she was too afraid to have a gun?>

It doesn’t sound like she’s living well knowing she could have protected Kimi but had decided she was too afraid to not have a loaded and ready to fire gun.