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Cake day: June 20th, 2023

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  • You’re phrasing this as a rebuttal when these points were an explicitly acknowledged part of my original stance. It is a bit odd.

    whether calculated, or more likely, mostly not

    everything is connected in this big, terrible, and vaguely randomly evolved system. i do think evolution is the best word for it. what lives, survives to propagate. it doesn’t matter how healthy it is.

    Both quotes from my original posting, here. If you want to point out something that I had missed, it would be more time efficient to have picked something I had missed?
    I’m bemused.



  • i’m fairly sure the point (whether calculated, or more likely, mostly not) of having politics moved there is because there is no political topic that could be discussed properly there. it makes for good, distracting noise.

    it makes for a lack of meaningful critique, or for that critique to be instantly buried in bad actors. noise is a shield. noise is easily dismissable.

    monetized social media, in general, is made to be clickbait, to feed negative emotions because that’s what gets people addicted to outrage, it steers people towards thinking less and reacting more. nuanced discussion and thoughtful spaces are drowned out and cast aside for the loudest and most obnoxious players. this is appealing for someone trying to uphold the status quo or push society towards hate.

    i don’t think it’s a coincidence that politicians have moved there, that spaces have become so polarized and negatively charged, and that the most prime example of both of these happenings is xwitter. everything is connected in this big, terrible, and vaguely randomly evolved system. i do think evolution is the best word for it. what lives, survives to propagate. it doesn’t matter how healthy it is. the result is this blind, meandering, gargantuan worm, following the scent of blood, feeding on the worst of it all.

    xwitter is easy and, notably, if you’re a powerful white man, you can build your base with no accountability. it exists in this space where it’s the most serious news source that almost no one takes that seriously. of course it’s appealing.


  • i like my AMD ATI Radeon RX 5600. after I figured out it has a tiny tiny TINY hidden physical overclock switch they don’t ever mention for some godforsaken reason (which is put “on” by default, also for some godforsaken reason) to turn off, it’s the most stable graphics card i’ve ever used.
    …i just recommend turning off the tiny evil hidden crash switch of doom.

    amd in general is pretty chill on linux for a large portion of people.


  • their “hello fellow kids” energy works better for their goofy insignificant patch notes than it does for combating bad PR.

    i was very on the fence about keeping it installed on a potato windows laptop i don’t use for much else. this article absolutely convinced me fully not to. they could not have written a worse case for themselves if they had tried.

    they have stated they even intend to try getting anticheat on macs as soon as possible. even if it is not possible, (which seems likely to me, considering the ecosystem?) their argument for axing linux could easily be used to just ditch macs. "we don’t know how to secure it, and there were only 800 players [on a random, cherry picked day.]"

    having a section in which they claim there are zero false positives is delusional. that’s not how technology works. there will literally always be bugs, glitches, edge cases.

    they claim they can currently read stuff in user mode, so it’ll be essentially analogous in invasiveness, and it’s straight bullshit.

    this is several degrees of trust beyond “can read stuff in user mode when running”
    this is “can read anything in user mode, in admin mode, on all other users on your computer, can restrict your bios and hardware, and has full potential to have permanent root access to any user or system you install in the future”

    either they do not understand what they are implementing, which is a really bad sign for trusting them with it,
    or they know exactly what they are doing and lying about it, which is another really bad sign for trusting them with it.

    i’m gonna be honest, if they had taken the hardline “we know it’s more invasive, but we need this” and kept it straight, i might have kept playing. it’s the only multiplayer competitive game i have anymore.

    but the ad hominem attacks in here, the calls to the “angry twitter mobs,” the disingenuous and extremely loose way they play with the truth, (it’s not running all the time! well, it is, but we don’t really think it should count) that in just a few paragraphs has burned any goodwill i had towards them. they are weaponizing their own playerbase to cannibalize themselves and attack their friends for having legitimate concerns about degrees of personal invasion and that’s unconscionable. that disgusts me more than the crappy implementation and the cavalier attitude ever could.

    props to them, i guess, for making the only choice to be to quit a game i played happily for about a decade.


  • “get indie gaming” and nitrorad on youtube sometimes. occasional random youtubes that use games as a step to talk about psychology or societal issues.

    steam recommendations. “new” section of steam. searching “necromancer” and “villain protagonist” on steam obsessively every few months.
    one of my steam friends is also into weird indies so i look at the shit she wishlists.

    checking out my huge itch bundles. (they do bundles of like, a hundred games at a time, and i like playing baby’s first games ha.) sometimes just browsing itch, they have a lot of sick queer games and books.
    checking out humble bundles.


  • Rain World! It has “endings” but the fact that it’s sort of got a strange nature simulator / documentary vibe can kind of make it like a very difficult terrarium (that you’re also living in) at times. The endings are also very much not required and can be totally ignored lmao.

    I love exploring and befriending critters and just the movement system is like nothing else. Creatures living their lives totally independent from me is such a cool aspect I haven’t seen done anywhere else quite on the same level. Just the emotions system of the scavs alone is so interesting to learn about! I love how it looks! I love how it taught me that failure doesn’t matter and enjoying the journey can be beautiful. I love how you are at your most powerful when you are “most weak” (losing all of your, we’ll call it “health” means death is completely consequence-free, and you can just experiment and scout freely and it’s so fun to me.) You sort of make your own stories as you go along and I think it’s neat.

    Also I love bugs and insects. It’s got a lot of 'em.


  • I use listal.com

    It’s not exactly a game collector site and it’s kind of flooded with softcore porn and creeps, but no one bothers me doing my own thing, either. I can track movies, shows, and games there and I like how it’s setup, and I can make as many lists as I want. Easy for me to add stuff, too.

    You can also track books there but I use other sites for that (librarything primarily, atm.)

    I’ve thought about making my own list-software to my specifications but that’s definitely a pipe dream atm. I love making lists.