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Cake day: June 30th, 2023

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  • cw: sexual assault and nonconsensual drugging

    I was drugged by someone who I thought I could trust to give me enough weed to get me high but not lose my mind. Instead, they drugged me and I honestly don’t know with what. The situation was dangerous enough I never bothered to ask, never thought to get tested. But I believe they may have had access to ketamine and who knows what else.

    They shotgunned (they inhaled and passed it to me via mouth) me a massive lungful of what I assumed was weed and I genuinely lost all touch with reality >!while they proceeded to rape me (with another person whom I was not familiar with and I assumed was sober).!<

    For context, at this time I was vaping and taking edibles pretty regularly, so my tolerance wasn’t that low for me. It clearly was much lower than tolerance of the one who shotgunned me though.

    I was so high I couldn’t see straight, and I fell into a deep disassociation and may have blacked out. I only remember slivers of consciousness as it rolled over me for what seemed like hours.

    I later puked after I had gone through most of the trip.